teber

Tonight, I think that is the best place again for me to share what i'm feeling. Its's not because i don't want to share with my friend, but i think this is good place for me now.

my blogger, I just want to tell something that i never say to the person that i loved. Someone who really I adored.yes, HIM . 

I surely remember his words.he said I am smart to speak, not like him.I always have a reason to answer his question.But I hope before he will not hate me if oneday he read it. Dear you, you know, actually I am not a smart speaker.I don't know how to show my feeling. I just feeling soo in the blue .Everytime you angry with me, everytime you think negatively to me, everytime you think that i always thinking you are the trouble maker. you know boy, i am your admirer. I often say to my friend everything about you. you are the patient boy, you are the funny boy, you are the great boy.but why, you often think negative to me.no, i am not think that you are wrong or trouble maker. yes maybe you're right. i'm selfish.but as you know, everyone has selfishness.you ever said that i often angry when you are with your friend.your friend said that you're stupid because you want to accompany me to everywhere.i never want to do that dear. believe it or not, i have some  feeling that we will end since a week ago.everytime you say sorry i always choose to forgive.everytime you angry, i try hard to control my emotion.because i don't want to know you angry.i'd like to say big sorry that make you tired.i'm sorry to make you bored, and thanks for what you think about me. I swear i never want to do that. thank you for angry to me so I know How stupid am I. I failed to learn about you. I failed to be a good PR with you. and I failed to keep your love. Dear you, I know I already lost you as my boyfriend or maybe my best friend. But I promise, I never to forget you. I never hate you, and I will keep everything you gave to me. thankyou Teber. I'll be missing you. I should delete everything I plan with you since today.